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This series delves into the intricate and deeply personal journey of confronting internalized homophobia, employing a juxtaposition of found erotic male photography with prison imagery. The aim is to confront viewers with the stark realities of living in a society where homosexuality was once illegal and acknowledge individuals who internalize societal prejudices, perpetuating shame, self-loathing, and profound isolation.

Through this juxtaposition, it serves as a visual metaphor for the dual nature of queer experience—oscillating between liberation and confinement, self-acceptance and self-censure. By contrasting these elements, I illuminate the complexities of identity and the toll of living in a society that systematically marginalizes LGBTQ+ individuals.

At the heart of this body of work lies an exploration of the internal struggle of individuals conditioned to feel shame, fear, and self-loathing due to societal prejudices and discriminatory laws. The male figures symbolize vulnerability and authenticity, capturing moments of raw intimacy and self-expression in defiance of societal norms. The original images, taken at a time when it was illegal to be gay, celebrate the inherent beauty and resilience of gay identity, showcasing the courage to embrace one's truth in adversity.

I aim to foster understanding and compassion for those grappling with the legacy of internalized homophobia and its pervasive impact on mental health. It’s time to dismantle systems of oppression that perpetuate shame and silence, fostering a world where LGBTQ+ individuals can live authentically and unapologetically, free from the constraints of internalized homophobia.